December 2009
59 posts
Dec 31st
“Sa dami ng npagdaanan mo sa lovelife, ikaw pa? :P:P”
– -Faye Payuyao Ahh its been like 3 years if Your Pinoy You would understand this.
Dec 31st
Goodbye 2009
Like everyone else I learned alot and Ive been through alot I got to say the past four months made my year and ruined my year . I just  deleted my recent posts because I thought they were pointless. Im spending my new year like its just nothing. 2009 I think you gave me the best relationship and the worst breakup in my life ever so far and I just don’t want this to happen next year thats...
Dec 31st
Ah..
hardyhahahlove: Waiting most of the day for you to say something, and I receive nothing.. and then I saw you post something on facebook, and I’m like “WTF? ]:” story of my life. and I see you(not madelyn) go on AiM as well. I wish there would just be a day where I would also wake up from your text messages or when I go on AiM you suddenly hit me up too. LOL never happening to me? :\
Dec 31st
Hi tumblr. im in mainstreet library again.
lol im dying here didn’t even finish my work but I will tel you this. You have a life if you checked all the global history barrons book they’re like 5 so it won’t be a hassel and you will see I wrote something on the 1st page. on 2 of them. and I putted tumblr. too (: haha the library was crowded 1st and thisazn kid was cursing becoz he can’t get conncection. and he...
Dec 30th
I'm craving for some Pho right now.
(via itscelly) Fuck yeah Maricel :] and its 2:19 AM (:
Dec 30th
13874.) i can't stand you. yeah we used to be...
alwaysal0ne: blackbelthk: (via blogsecret) truth hurts
Dec 30th
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Lonely day tomorow?
Ill be in mainstreet library again probally the whole day on the 2nd floor on a laptop typing. cutting papers doing projects. FML. because had an argument with a friend but she’s right its her choice to wether help me or not Im so so tired of this lol here we go: earth science project I have to take a picture and answer questions. and describe rocks! global 15 index cards od different...
Dec 30th
Why would I be happy if I see the person who hurts...
Right now im near queens center my sisters getting a haircut. I jut wanna let this out. its been like 3 weeks guys and I haven’t been myself. haven’t open up for awhile. since the day we broke up. 9909 . everything in my life got so worst. I met a new person thought that person would be mine and moved on from my ex and now the same things are happening again. me waiting for a miracle...
Dec 29th
“Despite all of this. Despite the fact that I got hurt so many times and Despite...”
– Alexander Salinas
Dec 29th
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Dec 28th
Mad boringggg..:/
lingyxoxo: Juss today that me and Alex has a fight…it was pretty weird but he convinced me to take him bak as one Be of mai still bffs :] thx for everything Alex :] yur a great friend. Dam…i got asked out 2 times today xD 17 and 19..fobs :P weirdos too :] lmao asking me about mai life and ex bfs :] xD wel anyways…bought mad ohdee shyt today in the mall wit Nischa :] Be careful to those FOBS...
Dec 28th
Dec 27th
Dec 27th
Somehow People on tumblr are related to each...
The New Yorkers I think they’re all a group of people who has connection to each other? LOL I had a good day.  I got a new sneakers and a hoodie. yayy LOL but my day could’ve been better spending it with you. Do you still want me to wait?
Dec 27th
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Dec 25th
Dec 25th
Right Angie Kim. Fuck Christmas
When these people know its christmas and I woke up this morning and someone just ruined my fucking day . A person told me to let go. doesn’t that hurt? now you want me to fucking give you guys screename to flirt with them? wtf is wrong with you. thanks for ruining my fucking christmas. I wanna fucking die so badly right now. people on this world just won’t fucking care so much. those...
Dec 25th
Dec 25th
Merry Christmas
Its my dads Birthday! As of now Im still having fun Im officially addicted to Warcraft :D Happy Holidays.
Dec 25th
Dec 24th
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WatchWatch
Highlight of the day. Roamed around Fresh Meadows with roland and kelly. We didnt expect that this day would be fun this day was unplanned . Got bubble tea and ate chicken nuggets xD. Took the q30 home  Thanks for the gifts candies and christmas card. :D you guys made my day so so much . esp the unexpected ones and the hug from someone todayXD LOL roland drew jollibee on my christmas card:D ...
Dec 24th
january.
okay so I asked you out 2 weeks ago. im still trying to cope with you. but you just won’t open up or what’s wrong. I don’t know if your rejecting me or don’t want to talk to me anymore. its just I see you saying you need someone when im right here. you told me your gonna be single att he end of 2009. yeah I got that. so it means I won’t get a yes from you. I...
Dec 23rd
I guess I just have to accept that you aren't the...
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Dec 23rd
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The past few days..
Ive been having mood swings . I’ve been having doubts and kept questioning stuff. I’m so tired. i always fall asleep on the bus now and sleep late when  I’m on the bus I’m always having a deep thinking moment where i dont care whats happening wether someone is getting raoed hurt or something Im always having that moment,. I forgot the gifts today and I have to bring...
Dec 23rd
central park
thatswhathowardsaid: just got back from central park. its friggin amazing and beautiful at night. i wish i took pictures cuz it really looked like a winter wonderland. haha but yeah i wanna go back again before all the snow melts. whose in?! As i’m re-blogging this you’re in the living room and i’m in the bedroom. I didn’t know you guys were going to central park i...
Dec 22nd
This Christmas...
jlinx: Christmas is around the corner. It’s on Friday and I’m not feeling it. Christmas means a lot to me. 1225(: It brought me a lot of memorable moments; both heartbroken times and lovable times. This Christmas I need nothing as usual…BUT just him. Last year he wasn’t by my side for Christmas. I wish this year he will. He ignored me since Friday. I aimed him hundreds of times; called him...
Dec 22nd
Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
Dec 21st
Im a liar?
The h.s assistant principal thinks i’m a liar. thinking that I didnt get jumped that no one robbed me.My councilor is nicer than him he was even shouting at me and one lady said why are you shouting. WTFUCK. fuck thomas edison hs. i can transfer after police reports are made and yatayata. soo many fucking process. idont wanna do it. i dont want my mom to com to school. . WTFUCK im so mad. i...
Dec 21st
Dec 21st
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Dec 20th
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Dec 20th
Its going to snow today
and when i asked you again dark cold and whats missing was the snow and US but you forgot about it. when i told you when i was going home and I mentioned what we told each other before , </3you said we planned that?
Dec 19th
WatchWatch
Mcdonalds today. Asian girl was on a trash can looking for something . haha and ling went to her
Dec 19th
Looking back
I was bored , I just came home from mainst library again studied thre for like 4 hours and im sick of it. but thats not my point I was on my exs facebook. Stalkerish to say i opened my exs facebook I still knew my exs password and I wanted to read again all the messages to each other that we had. I kinda miss it. I cant believe that my ex told me those words and cant believe I wrote that to my ex...
Dec 18th
13421.) Why can't you just love me back?
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Dec 18th
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(Main St Library) Im a good kid?
Kevin thought the reason why i got a 93.37 average is because I got earth science. he doesnt know how kids are sent to the dean everyday and like really everyday and we dont get the lesson always so i find websites and read the earth science book. He thinks my science is easy. Fuck yeah its easy but I’m not learning when my teacher kept telling everyone to shut up and they don’t ...
Dec 17th
Dec 16th
I wish I was there for you.
Dec 16th
GUESS WHO ALMOST GOT JUMPED AGAIN TODAY?
We recorded the Edison vs Cardozo basketball game. left at 7 pm Me Farjana and Kevin were walking down the hill and Me and kevin already heard they were about to. One guy said nah were not gonna jump chinese innocent niggas. even im not chinse kevin was and i understood what they meant and they were talking about us. THOMAS EDISON HS is not fucking safe. then after like 3 mins almost the...
Dec 16th
Man, I miss late night phone calls and falling...
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Dec 14th
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Do you?
Do u care if I tear a gazillion droplets? Would you pause & ask whats wrong? Do you worry if I tell you im hurt/ not doing well? Would you try to make me feel better? Because your the only one that can, but do you even bother to read my status? Do you care enough to? -I gotta stand on my own.
Dec 14th
Dec 13th
Chilling like Old times
Today was one of the good old days where me and ellias chilled like last year.  & this day was pretty good . I havent been to Jollibee for awhile now so It was good bad thing i was broke. While we were eating in jollibee we saw Roland. Its funny we all live far away to each other and we meet in a place where our race is always are I have a trauma now I will never take the q27 and q88 on the...
Dec 12th
i'm getting tired of waiting for nothing.
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Dec 12th
Being a REBOUND is such a bad thing :/
You told me not to give up on you. You told me to stay with you. I am. Im doing everything  to have patience. to wait Staying up with you until 2 am in the morning is hard but I try to cause I want you to be okay before you sleep. This whole week. Ive been  texting you. saying youll be fine saying youll be better. and now its 11:35 and im still here acting as a rebound. Why cant you just move...
Dec 11th