January 2010
102 posts
“It’s those moments when you hang around in a room full of friends, where you...”
– raindropsonredroses (via ohheyitspaulene) (via gibbler)
Friends are awwwsome.
(via liudaries)
Relationships
Ive always been serious about relationships okay maybe some of my past relationships I wasn’t but I know when to be serious or not. Ive been trying to think if I ever find one again. I want them to stay not like those couples who lasts after 1 month. who kisses on their 1st day being together. Who do kinky stuff because they’re horny. I want someone who could just talk to me. be with...
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Plans in the future
I just spend like 30 minutes of my life stalking someones tumblr yay for me ):
I’ve been having thoughts of my school. 1st you reading this . No dont say the school doesnt want me. I know they do because all the teachers want me(not in a sexual way).
None of my friends outside like my school. Like none. This school has a lot to offer me. This school has a lot of dumb people So I always...
It breaks my heart to know that you feel alone..
kevinliftschairs:
hellenhello:
when I’m right here next to you.
quotes keep me alive...
liudaries:
But as I stood watching her, I realized how truly hard it was, really to see someone you love change right before your eyes. Not only is it scary, it throws your balance off as well.
— The Truth About Forever (via iamboredlalala)
Our story has three parts: a beginning, a middle, and an end. And though this is the way all stories unfold, I still can’t believe that ours didn’t go on forever. I reflect on these things, and as always, our time together comes back to me. I find myself remembering how it began, for now these memories are all I have left.
— Dear John.
When Damaged has been done.
Maybe we tried to be still friends after our break up but look at us now were not even talking anymore. Its funny how when I used to read your letters you always say forever. I just had the best relationship of my life so far. I have to admit that. Im also gonna admit I still want you back, I still miss the way we used to be. The way we hug each other so tight , the way i hold your hand the way i...
I dont really get it.
People are getting mad at me just because my average is high.
Just because I can answer the questions the teacher asks.
Theres always a conversation in my school like this
Yo my moms grounding me because im failing … and I got a 99 on that course
Person: Yo you should stop answering in class people are getting mad at you. You think you’re the shit.
Same with last year and this...
I hate it when I really want to talk to you, but I...
Tomorrow is gonna be a new day
kevinmlee:
I’ve got this headache from fatigue the whole day. I broke my headphones by accidentally stepping on them…. i find out my report card average droppeed because of physics.. and i almost got jumped by sum niggas after we were recording Boys Varsity basketball. Maybe i shud have fought them and juss get f-ed up to knkow wat is a fight like so imma be ready da next time…
Even if we...
Last day of school
So i rushed to kelly & roland asking them if we were going to hang out after school so kelly was like nooo(smiling). so I was like okay bye. then aleesha was calling me and i didnt check my phone. those bitches went to subways. -___- Ling told me were going to the mall then she decided not to go to the mall.
Me & ling got to elmhurst avenue. stayed at broadway park for a bit. saw jorgey....
Old love messages
I’ve also, found love. I still remember the day I met my everything.Ha ha. I was recently not caring about relationships. I wasvulnerable. I hid myself from anything or anyone possible. I kept a hold of my heart, so no one can take it away from me and break it, but I found you, and Ididn’tsee the world in black and white anymore.
-So i was checking stuff and I saw this. well i know guys it was...
Listen
I should just keep things inside me.
so ithink maybe I should just keep things inside. I started 2010 so bad I don’t really like giving my opinions to people . I have a lot of issues that I always wanted to fixed. but my things just goo woo. when I try to speak. I should just maybe stopped saying my opinions. I should watch out for my words. I guess.
Plans?
Monday- with roland and kelly after school:D
Tuesday- pho with wilson and dixie
Wednesday- RField mall with ling eric . eric z. sandy. & ellias
Thursday- Picnic in kissena w them again.
Friday- ice skating in FMCP with the bestt(=
-So i hope all of my plans will be accomplished. I cant wait to be with them again.
esp. on the ice skating i havent chilled w/ them in a while now even we...
it terrifies me how quickly people can forget...
Student of the month.
so since Freshman year Ive been getting these certificates from teachers and my jaw would always dropped when I always get it. I have to say if i went to a better school I wouldnt be one. but today in my Global history Honors I was student of the month. I felt very happy it was an honors class and i felt of wanting more like the student of the semester because Ms.Matuk never gave anyone any...
maybe its time?
its been a month or more
maybe its time to say goodbye.
maybe its time to say its over.
maybe its time to say its another teenage love story w/ no happy ending
but just maybe its not yet over huh?
jk. its done. were over. no chance.
its time to stand on my own feet.
its not meant to be anyway.
so let me end things off with a sweet goodbye.
stop lying to me.
yoo like serously. shut the fuck up. stop lying to us to everyone else.
I talked about you on tumblr before. you’re gettin so annoying. you lie too much.
1st. stop wearin ur soccer jersey and kept saying to everyone else im on the soccer team and I play soccer. stfu i know you stopped playing it because you couldn’t run.
2nd. stop saying oh I went to abercrombie and hollister and...
You know what I learned over the past few months.
mrgiggles:
Don’t ever give someone your all. Because if they leave you, you’re left with nothing.
Sometimes
I cant believe I gave my whole body to this person.
sometimes i regret of doing it but my hormones are uncontrollable but if i had self control to myself. I would really not do it. I regret all those things that I shouldnt’ve done.
Im a bad kid. I wish i was still pure innocent.
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i am so sick of valuing people way more than they value me. this always happens. maybe it’s my clingy personality and obsessive behavior, but i feel like i am committing to the fullest while these “friends” of mine probably could care less. i would like to make new (and better) friends, but it feels like everyone else is already in their own little groups while i’m by myself and i feel like it’s...
Girls.
alwaysal0ne:
I think that girls who are smart and good looking are really attractive.
I don’t know, maybe it’s just me, but i don’t like girls who are complete idiots.
Sorry.